|My biggest project and my only picture ever sold!|
...Really, am i not?
I mean, i Always have an urge to be creative and draw stuff, but, i often find myself in a really lousy mood, cause i just cant draw or even come up with something to draw!
And all the time i see people im watching just farting out Amazing pieces of art as if they were comming off of an assembly line!
I just go: "How the hell do they do it!?".
THEY never seem to have huge downtimes, THEY dont seem to runn out of will power!
All the while i sit here just trying to draw up a single recognizable figure!
And trying to make an entire shaded colored Picture takes hours now and i usually just end up working the whole night on just the shading of the skin or something!
You know how they say that if you keep practising youll become faster? Well, that doesnt seem to affect me, ive been drawing bishoujo women for like 5 years now, and im still slow as a snail in tar!
I often do get the thought of just quitting, just never draw again, but i Always have that itch in my hand! But that itch doesnt mean i come back and starts to draw good again, it usually just mean i try to draw something ive never done Before, or something i HAVE done Before, and then i just get frustrated.
Can i really classify myself as an artist? Not in my Eyes i cant.
Also, how does anyone find Dead Space scary???